The first minute I felt strong.
Feet firmly attached to the ground.
Feeling like the world is in my hands.
Until my world shattered.

In a blink of an eye, I was ruined.
Couldn’t breathe.
Couldn’t stand.
Couldn’t survive.

My head felt as light as a feather.
My breaths short and uneven.
My fingers were shaking uncontrollably.
My heart pacing so fast I thought it would explode.

I walked around,
breathing in as much oxygen as I could.
But I could not fix it.
No one could fix it.

I feel like I want to die.
Like nothing in the world matters anymore.
Like I could weep and laugh at the same time.
Like I want to melt into the floor and vanish.

Here I am, screaming for help.