The last time I saw your face,
The last time your name escaped my lips,
The last time you crossed my mind,
You were still mine.
Now I see your face,
I call out your name,
I think of you,
But you’re no longer mine.
I gave my heart to you when I knew it was impossible.
I melted in your gentleness and emotions.
I am not allowed to feel it anymore, but oh how I sometimes wish to throw away my sanity just to feel it once again.
All the stories and the songs I could not relate to,
Now I relate to them all too well.
Everything reminds me of you.
Everything reminds me of our story.
My life is not a fairy tale, nor a song.
I don’t deserve the impossible happy ending with you.
So here I am…letting go.
“One man I can never meet. Him, I would like to give my whole heart to.”
– The Lake House, 2006
bonne idée! 
I don’t think that you didn’t deserve this love, but simply that it was not meant to be. But I too, know about the befores and afters. *hugs*
*hugs* thank you! That’s a very sweet comment! 🙂 I just think I don’t deserve a happy ending with him, but maybe I will get a happy ending with someone else, who knows? I really wish I could share my happy ending with him instead though…:)