I know I haven’t talked to you in a while.
I haven’t prayed like I was taught to.
But you know you’re always on my mind.
You know you never left my heart.
there has been something that’s bothering me lately.
And I thought I want to ask you why,
because I don’t understand.
Can you answer me?
why do people worship you differently?
Tell me, God,
If religion is supposed to bring people together,
why is it that all it does to me is taking people I love away from me?
I’m not angry at you, God.
But I have to admit it breaks my heart.
Aren’t we all taught to love people regardless of their religion?
But why can’t I continue to love someone because of our differences?
I know I’m not the most faithful person in you,
and I know I’m not the most knowledgeable person about religion.
But, God…you know me.
All I want is to love someone freely.
I don’t care if the person refers you by any other names other than God,
because if I love a good person, why would it matter?
I feel like I can’t love anymore. I don’t want to get hurt.
I’m tired of being hurt.
But please, God,
just show me why.
I just want to be a good person. I’m trying my best to be.
So can you please stop taking people that I love away from me?
I just want to love a good person.
Thank you, God.