All sorts of dreams used to lurk in my brain when I sleep.
Weird, happy, scary dreams.
I don’t know why but my brain does that.
But recently, they stopped.
I can no longer have dreams.
I thought it was because I got a dreamcatcher, but…
it wasn’t the dreamcatcher, it was you.
Because everything that I could only dream of, you made it true.
The moment I realised you are my dreamcatcher.
I’ve always thought memories are funny,
I forget but I remember.
Sometimes I feel like a dummy,
but sometimes I feel better.
In this small memory room,
Letting our feelings bloom,
it’s just us.
You fill my memory room like no other.
Even if everything else floods out,
I don’t even want to bother.
Because you free me from the drought.
Forever, if you may.
Because this memory room can only fit us.
Justice is not about truth,
it’s about getting the most convincing story up front.
But what is the truth?
When what we feel is different from our front.
And the truth does not even matter anymore.
Believe what you have to believe to make you happy,
even if it’s not the truth.
Because we all want to be happy,
and sometimes we don’t need the truth.
So the truth does not even matter anymore.
I know you know it’s not true,
but really what can I do?
If I can’t bring happiness to you,
then let me remove myself quietly from you.
So please, go after the happiness you deserve.
Casually throwing teases at each other,
Never felt like they really matter.
The more I know, the more I smile.
Feelings grew in me, feelings that are worthwhile.
Your teases became my comfort zone,
Your laugh became my favourite tone.
Suddenly you became a part of me,
I thought “Ah, maybe we are meant to be”.
As every tease turns into a kiss,
I’m falling deeper into the abyss.
But in the abyss, there’s you.
You, who smiled back at me too.
When words cannot even explain,
all these feelings that I can’t contain,
I just smile.
Because I know you are worthwhile.
Because the better things in life have to be fought for, right?